JAYAMMA PINNAMMA

Monna thoughts blog raasetappudu ,maa jayamma pinnamma vaallu vunna illugalla vaalla,Govindamma gurinchiraasaanu.Maa friend Mythiliki baagaaledu.Vaalla husband Sreedhar aamenu sariggaa premagaa console cheyyatam ledani chaalaa feel avuthunnanu.Naaku maa vikky VISA KI kaavaalsina documents monna panpinchaadu.


Raathri kala yendante paa port kosamo deno kosamo maa pinnamma daggara ku vellalsi vaccchindi.Pinnamma ku chaalaa yella krithame Sivaiah chinnaayana poyaadu.Okkate Govindamma vaalla intlone vundani thelisi akkadiki vellanu.Main thalupu thattagaane konchem sepatiki Pinnamma snaanam chesi thadi cheera ontiki chuttukoni vacchindi thalupu theesedaaniki.Appudu Sravanaku mature ayithe function chesaru, aa roomlo pinnamma vuntu vundi.Suddengaa Pedda VIP suitcase koodaa vundi naa mamulu sanchi daggara.Pallu thomokovaali pinnamma ,paste avi thecchukoledu annnanu.Pinnamma anthaku mundu vaallu vuntu vundina portion daggara yedo beauty clinic laagaa therichi vunnaaru.Akkada vundi brush chesukuraapo anindi.Illu anthaa gandaragolamgaa maarchi vunnaaru.Aakhariki pinnamma vaallu vunna portion paine aa board vundi.Akkadiki pothe vast space.Mondi godalaugaa bathroom,toilet avi vunnaayi.Open top.Paste kanipinchaledu.Inkochota oka godalo oka ituka theesesi, aa gaplo chinna paste vundi.Migilina vasthuvulu koodaa atlaa creviceslo pettivunnaru.Chinnagaa aa paste theesi chethiloki vesukuntunte inko pedda aayana vacchi nenu koodaa theesukuntaa naaku ichheyi ante aayana kiicchaanu.
Pinnamma chaalaa baagaa matlaaduthu vundi.Ame ante chinnappudu naaku chaalaa ishtam,chinnaayana ante koodaa.Yedo kaayitham chupinchaanu.sare anindi.
Inthalo Rohini9MPLLO maainko friend.monna mythilithoti Hospitalki veluthu vaalla inti varandahlo paper chaduvuthu chusaamu.)Aayana Rohini icchina cheera baagaaledani malli bazarki velli luggage chusthu vundandani cheppi malli inko manchi cheera kone daaniki velladu vaalla bharyaku.Rohini chudandi ee vayasulo ontarig aa aayana shopping cheyyatam yentha risk. Chebithe vinadu,mondi ani antu vundi.
Aa kaagithaalu theesukoni vasthunnanu,maa inti turning lo chaalaa mandi gmpugaa niluchukoni vunnaru.(actualgaa monna aa madhya sunday maa inti yedurugaane election cards icchedaaniki.fresh applications theesukne daaniki muncipality staff vasthe nenu koodaa apply chesaanu ,actualgaa)Inthalo akkada oka inti gadapa metla daggaraSreedhar koorchoni vunnadu.Maa pinna mma tho maatlaadanu.Ame oppukundi ani cheppanu.Ayinaa koodaa postlo oka copy immediategaa pampi mannaanu kadaa. Ippudu first post chesiraa.Eelopala inko paper vishayam nenu ikkda chusthaanu ani antunnadu.Sare ani aa kagithamthheskoni bayaluderuthunaanu.
Ee madhyalo lakki,vinny chinna pillallugaa yedo chesthunnaru.Yekkado thiruguthunnaru,kaani naaku adanthaa gurthu raaledu. 

Municipality bins

Monna aa madhya maapanipaapa,Ramanamma,antu vundindi.Ammma andariki rendu plastic chettha vesukonevi municipality vaallu isthunnaru ani. Nenu asalu intlo vundanu kaduve,vunna yeppudu thalupu vesukoni vuntaanu.Andukani ivvaledemo, poneele ani.
Monna aa madhya kalalo chettha collect chesevaadu ganta mogisthu vacchadanta. Ramana ee lopala maamulugaa chetha paaresedaaniki buttabayataku theesukeluthu vundi.Sarele bandi vaadu vacchaaduani vaadi bandlo vesedaaniki vellindi.Aa bandilo kottha buttalu vunnayi. Anna maaku ivvaledaanaaanianindi.Vaadu chinnavi peddavi,chupisthuvunnnadu,Vaatillo red colorvi, peddasize vi yrukoni thecchukunnamu. Chettha, aa kottha buttalu anthaa oke chota vunnayi. Kaani kotthave, avitheesukoni intloki vacchamu.
Theraka aggi pulla vasthundannaa yentha thapana kadaa, yenduku pogottukovvaali ani. Kanisam kalalo anna saadhinchukundaami ani yenta thapana!aurra1aasa antha saamaanyamainadi kaadu!!

wrr prasad

WRR Prasad Tirupathilo maa colleague. Ippudu union assistant state secretary.memanthaa friends. Actualgaa ninn aevevning phone chesaadu.Branch ninchi 5km distanclo plot chusthunnamu.8members kalisikoni apartments kattukundaamu ani. Nenu naa daggara antha money ledu. andulo pillalu  not interested ani naaku oddule ani cheppanu.
Few days gaa maafriend mythiliki lung lo problrm ani investigations chesthunnaru.
Raathri kala yendante staff andaru kalisi yedo pelliki velli return avuthunnamu. Akkada okati ,rendu autolu vunte migilina vaallu yekkesaaru. Nenu maamulugaa share auto yekkanu ,.Yendukante avi inti daakaa theesukellavu. Andulo ippudu kottha arealo illi. nenu correctgaa kanukkolenu.Inka vere auto kosam kosam wait chesthunnanu.Inthalo WRR yenkaninchi keka vesaadu.Venakki vaccheyandi madm.yetu intha dooram vacchesaamu.Dinner chesesi nidaanamgaa velathaamu.oorikine akkada wait cheyyatam yenduku ani. Nenu aduguthunnanu ,naaku intiki daari theleedu kadaa nuvvu vadili pedathaavaa ani. Pasad naakosam raadu theesukelledaaniki ani. Aa abbayi sare annaadu.Sare ani return vellamu,oka room lo wait chesthunnamu. Yendi prasad yevallu leru. mealspettechotiki velathaam asni annanu.inthalo chaalaamandu vacchesaaru. Konche mandi centre lo pandukuntunnaru relax ayyedaniki. Nenu koodaa manchi cheera kattukoni vunna padukune daaniki lie down avuthunnanu. Inthalo akkada vantitloki velithe anni vessels lo anni items sardi vunnayi.Paper paltes .plstes vunnayi. Ikkade anni vunnayi. ani oka plateki ye ye items vaallu chesaaro athikinchi vunnaru. nenu ginnello vundevi theesukokundaa rendu poorilu, aa plateki sample gaa antinchinavi platelo petukoni vacchanu. Inka intiki vellatam late ayithe akkada surf dabba vunte naa vippesina guddalu nanna betti  soap ledani surf jalli. akkada pani vaallatho chebothunnanu. Ikkada aaresthaanu konchem chusukondi, repu aarina tharvaatha theesukelathaanu,thadiguddalu theesukellakudadu kadaa ani. Vaallu bayata vaddu.roomlo aareseyyandi ani chebuthunnaru.Roomlo ayithe aaravu kadaa ani sandigdhamlo padaanu. Inthalo aa ammaye guddalu jaadinchi aara vesthunnadi.Malli roomloki velithe Maa inko colleagur Rama vascular system gurinchi explain chesthunnadi. EE vessel breast venakaninchi thodala daaka deepgaa veluthundi.Pattesthe chaalaa painful ani.
Wrr prasad yekkada kanipinchaledu.Chinnagaa yetlo main roadloki vachanu.Rickshaw lu pothunnayi.EE rickshaw lo yekkithe antha dooram vaadu laakkuni velletappatiki chaalaa late avuthundi, Autorickshaw ayithe thondaragaa cheravacchu ani main road paiki vacchi nadusthunnanu.Mamulugaa nenu krishna complex daggara maabank ki es20/isthaanu. Idi inkaa dooram vundi kaabatti rs25./isthaanu anichebthaanu ani anukuntu nadusthunnanu.
Actual gaa nenu Rama koodaa more than 25 years ninchi colleaguesmi.Karakambadi,Chittoor,Tirupathi,Madanapalli ,inni voolllalo kalisi pani chesaamu. EE madhya daanitho phonelo maatladi chalaa rojulu ayindi. Kaani vaalla inti pakkana plot nenu konnanu.vaallade ,naaku ammindi.Appudu VVikky US ki velletappudu security chaaladante ammindi.THnaku dabbu avasaram vundindi appatlo.Actual gaa Yln ,maa inko colleague, Wrr aa madhya aa plot koodaa chusi vaccharu,itlaa apartments gaa kattedaaniki possibility vundaa ani chuse daaniki. 
Andukani Raathri Rama koodaa kalalo kanipinchindi.

Warijasan in Hyderabad

Warijasan ane abbayi one year back Madanapalli branch lo cheraadu clerk gaa. Age thirties lo vuntundi.Citylook baagaa kanipisthundi. Bank ki leave petti real esate business chesthunte terminate chesaarukaani union leaders ni pattukoni reinstate ayyadu. Married,chinna babu 3 yellavaadu.
Kalalo oka roju nenu Hyderabad lo daari thennu theleekundaa yekkadi keluthunnaano, deniki veluthunnano theleekundaa hyraanaa paduthunaanu. Shops, paathakaalam naati illu, yekkadininchilopalaku velithe yekkada bayataku thelathaamo thelee kundaa vundi. Inthalo Warijasan nannu chusi MADAMA GAARU identi ikkada thiruguthunnaru ,lopalaki randi ani lopalaki pilichaadu. Ee abbayi vundaalsindi Madanapallelo kadaa ,ikkada intloki rammantaade, ani anumaanamgaa chusthu lopalaku vellaanu. Akkada oka ammaayi vundi ,yevaru Warijasan ee paapa ani adigaanu.Madam gaaru ee vishayam voorlo cheppavaddu,Nenu hyderabad ki vasthe ikkadike vasthaanu ani chebuthaadu. Naaku chaalaa baadha vesthu vunnadi. Adende abbayi akkada nee bharya ,manchi ammaayi ,bidda nee kosamvunte,nuvvu ilaa wrong relationships pettukovatam thappukadaa antunnanau.
Actual gaa warijasan chaalaa manchi family person. Frequent gaa Hyderabad veluthuntaadu,vaalla business vyavahaaraalu chusukovaataniki, persona panulaku. Kaani ee kala naakenduku vachindo naaku ippatiki artham kaavatam ledu.

of death and dead bodies

Kalalo chaalaa saarlu yevaro okaru chani poinatlu kanipisthundi.Konchem sepu ayyo vaallu poyaare anipisthundi, MALLI VAALLU LECHINATLU .thiruguthunnatlu vuntudi. Kaani naa mind ki vaallu poyaaru anipisthuntundi.Oka saari yentha bhayamkaramaina kala ante ,of course naaku kalalo bhayamanipinchaledu. Lechina tharavaatha bhyama anipinchindi.Nenu yekkadiko veluthunnaanu. daari kanukkoleka yevarino adigedaanikipoyaanu ,oka angadi laagaa vunte .AKKADA HALF BURNT dead body oka arugu paina vundindi. Nenu daanini chusi koodaa coolgaa vaallanu daari adigi vellipoyaanu.
Oka saari maa amma ,inkoka saari maa baabu(father0poyinatlu kalalu vacchaayi.Poddunne lechi tension. PHONE CHEYYAALANTE BHAYAM.kAANI THARVAATHA NIDAANAMGAA AMMA ,BABU VAALLATHO PHONE chesi maatlaadedaanni.
Maa amma,babu maa peddannayya daggara Nellore vuntaaru ippudu.

Masjid and bank

Maamulugaa naaku SV University campus kalalo kanipisthundi. Bank kalalu chaalaa pushkalamgaa kanipisthaayi. Naaku 5pm tharvaatha banklo vundatam pani chesedaaniki chaalaa avamaanam gaa bhaavisthaanu.Kalalo koodaa yeppudu workload chaalaa yekkuva vunnatlu. Kaani krama thappakundaa 5ki intiki vellaali. YElaa ani chaalaa thapana,tension paduthuntaanu. MANAGER THO godava paduthuntaanu.Adi maamulugaa koodaa nithya kruthyame. Kalalo koodaa ade vasthuntundi. Kalalo anna sarasamgaa manager cheppinatlu vinina sandarbhaalu inthadaakaa levu.
Ninna kala yendante banklone kala start ayindi. Yendo hadaavudigaa work chesthunnamu. Inthalo scene maaripoindi. yedo pani paina shortcutlo Svuniversity road loki vacchi yevarikosamo wait chesthunnaanu. Yevarithono maatlaadaanu. malli main road gundaa velithe illu chaala dooram ani university back side ninchi velithe shortcut gaa vellavacchavani yenakki mallaanu. Nenu okkadaanne nadusthunnaanu. Konchem dooramlo oka masid kanipinchindi. Anthaku mundu ikkada idi lede anukunnaanu. Yenthainaa religious place kadaa ani kallu addukunnaanu. Malli inkonchem dooram velithe inko masid kanipinchindi. AKKADA KOODAA YEKKUVE MANDI LERU.Inkaa lopalaku pothu vunte illu cluster laagaa haphazard gaavunnayi.oka clean and clear waykanipinchatam ledu.Alaane mundaraku pothunnaanu.
Nenu actualgaa masid gurinchi alochinchanu. Ikkada Madanapallilo Muslim population yekkuva gaani,undue influene vaalladi ledu. Bank ki vacchevaallu chaalaa manchigaa move avuthaaru .Kaani intha daaka naaku yeppudu masid kalalo raaledu .Ide first time.Kalalo nenu just bayataninchi aa construction chusaanathe. Actual gaa nenu vellina yekaika masid Kdapaloni famous darga. Yendukante maav vikky vaalla atthagaaru vaallu aa voorlo vuntaaru kaabatti Januarylo akkadiki vikky vaallatho vellinappudu, vaallu chupinchaaru.anthe.

maama kalalo kosthaadu

Maa intiki nenu pedda kodalini. Naku aaru mandi marudulu, Yeppudu thannukuntu vuntaaru.Premalu yekkuve,lopaalu yekkuve.Maa maama chaa nemmadi,nidaanam. Maa maama heart attack vacchi chaalaa yella krithame poyaaru. Kaani aayana poina kotthallo yeppudu naaku kalalo vacchevaallu. Yenduku eayan poyaadu kadaa,malli yenduku return vacchaadu anukune daanni. Aayana appudu cheppevaadu veellu yeppudu thannukuntu vuntaaru kadaa ,andukani naaku bhayam.veellu thannukokundaa nuvvu ayinaa choodu  ammayi ani adigedaaniki vachaanani cheppevaadu kalalio.
Itlaane maa chinnamaama, maa maridi Kumar poina tharvaatha kooda naaku baaga ,aamulugaa kalalokanipisthaaru.

Lakshmi narasimha swamy

Maa  baabu(father) di Singaraayakonda. Akkada konda paina Narasimhaswamy gudi vundi. Maa baabu modatlo akkada karanam gaa vundinaadu.Ee madhya frequent gaa nenu,maa akkayyalu aa gudigurinchi, aa devudi gurinchi maatlaadukuntunnaamu.Nenu ayithe actual gaa aa gudi, aa devudini choodaledu. Naaku ooha vacchetappatike amma ,baabu vaallu aa vooru vadilipettesi vacchi vunnaru.
Monna aa madhya kalalo intlo chaalaamandi vunnaaru, anthaa kolaahalam gaa vundi. Attha.marudulu ,inkaa verevaallu chaalaamandi vunnaru.Maa chinna maama gaari koduku Ravi koorchoni pooja chesthunnadu. Vaayanam isthunnatlu ,gundraayi devni daggara prduthunnadu. Mantapamlo actual devuni vigraham naaku kanipinchatam ledu. Kaani vaadu lakshmi narasimhaswamy pooja chesthunnaadani anipisthundi. 
Nenu ee kala maa attha ki cheppanu. Ravi bhaarya pregnant. AA ammayiki moga pillavaadu pudathaademo ani anindi.
Actual gaa aa ammayidi  late pregnancy. Yevaro oka aayana . devi khadgamala chadavamannadu Ravini. Adi chaduvuthunnaru vaallu.  Kaabatti ammayi puduthundani vaallu anukuntunnaru. YEVARU pudathaaro choodaali!

Atthaku bulli krishnudu kanipinchaadu

Maa attha monna phone chesi thanaku ee kala vacchindi ani cheppindi. Nenu Talupur lo beeruvaa lonunchi oka thellati box theesaananta. Aa box lopala bujji krishnudu vunnadanta,Atthaadi choosi, Padma choodu,lopale pettetappatiki thindi neellu lekundaa yetlaa bakkachikki poyunnaadu. Naaku ivvu nenu paalu posi penchukuntaanu ani anindata.
Maakanthaa vamsam vruddhi chendaalani aasa. Idi oka subha soochakam laagaa feel ayyamu nenu,attha.THondaragaa maa pillalu aa direction lo adugulu vesthe vaalla jeevithaalaku oka paripoortnathvam vasthundi, MAAKU EE VAYASULO VAMSSAABHIVRUDDHI jaruguthundani thrupthi vuntundi.
Let us wait and watch!!

Venkateswara swamy

Venkateswaraswamu konda ayithe lekkaledu yenni sarlu kondaku velli vuntaano kalallo.Devudidaggaraku poyi darsanam  chesukunnatlu ,konda yekkuthunnatu,chaalaa kalalu vasthaayi.Kondaku Tirupathilo vunnadaaniki antha frequentgaa poka poinaa pillalu vacchinappud, annayya vaallu vacchinappudupoi vasthuntaanu. Prasad nenu koodaa velli vasthuntaamu.
Naaku ee kalalu anni vague gaa raavu. Akkada anthaa chaalaa baagaa kanipisthuntundi. Aa PREMISES, DEVUDU queue lovellatam, gudi mundara thiragatam chaalaa baagaa feel avuthaanu.


Naaku okkokkasaari ade anipisthuntundi.Nenu actual gaa vellaleka poinapudu devude poneele,pitcchidi,nannu anukuntunnadi ani kalalo annaa kanipisthaamu ani anukuntaademo!!

Kaalahastheeswarudu

Maa menattha ThULASAMMA MEMU chinnappudu Kalahasthilo vundedi.Tirupathilone vunnaa memu yekkuva gudikantu yekkuva vellaledu.Nelloreki trips chaalaa frequent gaa vesthaamu. Gudi mundaraninche bus veluthu vuntundi.Kaani chaalaa thakkuva vellatam.
Kaani  maa Lakki pelli mundara oka saari kala vacchindi.Andaramu Kaala hasthiki vellaamu. Naaku baagaa thelusthunnadi.Akkada pushkarini dagaara niluchukoniprasadamthintunnaamu.Uthsavaaniki vaade vaahanaalu vunde vaahana mandapam daggara koorchoni maalo yevarikosamo wait chesthunnaamu. Actual gaa garbhagudiloki velliraavatam theleetam ledu kaani anthaa darsanam chaalaa satisfying gaa jarigindi.Kaalahasthi gudilo vunnamani naa manasuku baagaa thelusthundi.
Andukani podduna leyyagaane Prasadki cheppi gudiki theesukellayya nijamgaa ani adigaanu.Oka Sunday papam Prasad nijamgaa theesukelladu,Akkada yevarino oka aayanani pattukoni gudi motthamyentha detailed gaa yentha sthimithamgaa choopinchaadante naaku chaalaa santhosham ayindi.Akkada pedda vinayakudi vigraham vundi akkada yedaina mokkukunte samvathsaramlopala fulfil avuthundata. Aa korika theeragaane vacchi devudiki manam mokkukunnadi theerchukovaalanta.Prasad ,nenu lakki pelli ayithe thappakundaa vacchi moku theerchukuntaamu ani anukoni vacchaamu. Lakki pelli anukunnatlu gaane jarigipoindi.Kaani ee lopala Prasad poyaadu. Nenu inka yevarainaa pillalu vecchinappudu vaallanu thodu theesukoni velli raavaali.

SAIBABA DARSANAM

Actual gaa memu Saibaba ku antha pedda bhakthulamu kaadu.Maamulugaa gudiki velithe dannam pettukoni vasthaamu. Kaani okasaari yelaa kala vacchindante actual gaa memu Shirdi ki velli akkada darsanam chesukunnaamu. Naaku anthaa baagaa spashtamgaa kanipisthundi.Akkada corridor lo thiruguthunnamu darsanam ayina tharvaatha.Naaku naake aascharyam ayithoo vundi nijamgaa yetlaa ee palce ki vacchhamu ani.Kaa nidarsanam matuku chaalaa baagaa jarigindi.
Nijamgaa nenu inthadaakaa Shirdi vellaledu.Prasadku pedda interest lekundaa vundindi.Naaku KooDAA anthe.Veelaintha matuku pillalanu LFClo sightseeing places ki theesukelledaanike importance icchevaallamu.

Radha ,suguna naa childhood friends centarl school lo chadivetappudu.Radha naa claddmate.Suguna naaku one year senior.Thanu ippudu Tirupathilo vuntundi.Exmla Venkata rama bharya. Radha hyderabadlo vuntundi.Raathri kala yendante yekkado function hall. Metlu pai ninchi varasagaa aadavaallu niluchukoni vunnaaru.Okallu plastic gaajulu spring rolls laagaa vuntaayi kadaa,avi aada vaallaku vesthunnaaru.Inkollu mallepoolu kattinavi isthu vasthunnaaru.Nenu okkokkallanu choosthu vasthunnanu.Kinda ki vacchetappatiki Suguna koorchoni vundi.Daanitho maatlaaduthu lechi bayataku vacchaamu.Inthalo Radha koodaa kalisindi.Sugunanu aduguthunnananamaata.Vey!SOW collegelo lecturer post ki vacancy padindi ,mee aayananu adigi ippinchave ane.Ani kashtamaithundemone chaalaa mandi apply chesthaaru kadaa choosthaanu anindi.ee lopala adi saree maarchukone daanikioka room daggara aagipoindi.Nenu raadha maatlaadukuntu ivathalaku vacchesaamu.

Pillalu pillalugaa

Maa pillalu mugguriki pellillu ayipoyaayi. kaani yeppudu vaalla gurinchi kala vacchinaa naaku chinna pillalugaa ne kanipisthaaru. nenu Nellore ninchi Karakambadiki transfer ayinappudu muggur 3 to 10 years lopala pillavaallu. Naa mindlo ade naatukupoindi.Antha daakaa vummadilo kaapuram chesi vacchaanu.Okkasaari gaa vaalla entire responsibilty naa paina padatam, Prasad naa thoti raakapovatam appatlo na paina chaalaa pressure padindi. Practical gaa vaallaki single parent laagaa ayyanu. ROund the clock vaalla dhyaase, vaalla panule ,vaalla chaduvule. Yenduko naa 100%involvement towards children started from that moment. Kaabatti aa period naa lifelo chaalaacrucial, Andukani naaku appatiki, ippatiki, yeppatiki naa manasuku vaallu chinna biddale. Lakki ayithe maree chinna moodellapaapa, vinny ayidellapaapa, vikky padella pillavaadugaa cheddi yesukoni naa kalalo kanipisthaaru chaalaa frequentgaa/.

PRASAD NI KOTTAA

Prasad maa husband. Kaani okappudu naaku thanapaina chaalaa kopam, dissatisfacion vundedi. I dont mind exhibiting it openly. Kaani okasaari kala vacchindi. Kalalo yemi chesaado. rey prasaad anichellu mantu chemapaina kottinatlu kala. May be naa manasulo prasad ni kottaalannantha kopam sub concious gaa vundindi yemo.Conscious mindlo ayithe nijamgaaledu.
Monnemadhya kala vacchindi. PODDUNA LECHI CHOOSTHE naa pakkalo poorthigaa duppatikappukoni padukoni vunnaadu.Naaku chaalaa baadha vesindi yenni rojulu ayindi Prasad naa daggaraku vacchi ,nannu prematho daggariki theesukoni. Almost rendu yellu kaavasthundi. Ippudu koodaa choodu, na pakkana pandukunnaadu,kaani naapaina premagaa cheyi vesi daggaraku theesukoledani. 
Manishiki yentha aasa kadaa. prema life partner ninchi korukone daaniki age restrictions vundavu. Nijaaniki Prasad expire ayi more than one year ayipoindi. Naaku chaalaa saarlu kalaloki vasthaadu. Pellaina kotthallo motor byke paina thiruguthundevaallamu frequent gaa, ALAA nannu motor bykelo thipputhunnatlu kala.
I feel for him and feel very badly for my loneliness!!

of being nude

General gaa intention yelaa vuntundante Appearanceki yekkuva importance ivvanu,adanthaa waste of time anipisthundi. Whether I am clad or nude I dont mind. Kaani ee societylo manam bayata vaallaku ibbandi kaliginchakoodadu kaabatti we should be decent. ide naa mathamu. I think it shows in my dreams.
Chaalaa saarlu kalalo nenu snaanam chesthu vundatamo , leka deniko nude gaa vuntaanu, Inthalo yevarainaa vasthaaru. I dont mind coming before them in nude to give reply to them. At that time I dont feel ashamed or guilty for being seen like that by them. Naaku yemi avamaanamgaa , chinnathanamgaa anipinchadu. Indulo sex vikaaraalu yemi feel kaanu, more likely to say nirvikaaramgaa vuntaanu.
I feel as confident in nude as i FEEL WHEN I am fully clad and the others also treat me respectfully in those dreams.

SV UNIVERSITY KALALU

Naaku chalaa chaalaa frerquentgaa vacche kala idi. Nenu Tirupathi,Sv UNIVERSITYLO UGC FEllow ship kinda research chesthoo maanesaanu. bankjoblo cheredaaniki.Yeppudu naaku malli botony labkivellinatlu, aa professors ni adigi malli join ayinatlu, University library lo books chaduvukuntunnatlu kalalu vasthaayi.Malli nenu intha aged kadaa,vaallu naaku nijamgaa malli admission ichhaaraa/ idi kala kaadu kadaa ani naaku kalalo koodaa anukuntuntaanu. Aa campuslo corridorlo thoruguthunte Srninvasa rao juniors ki class theesukuntunnatlu, lablo experiments chesthunnatlu,colleagues tho ,guide Narayana rao tho next steps discuss chesthunatlu kalalu vatshaayi.Campuslo canteen ki aakalayithe okkadaane vellinatlu, Nadichi boys hostels meedugaa intiki evenings return avthunnatlu yenni saarlu vasthaayo lekka ledu. Andukane naaku nijamgaa yekkadainaa retirement ayina tharvaatha yedainaa universitylo cheri student gaa yedo oka course cheyyaali ani ishtam.

SCHOOLKALALU

Naaku inko most common kalalu yentante school gurinchi. Yekkuvagaa central school perid paina kalalu vasthuntaayi.Pariksha halllo koorchounte question paper isthaaru. Answers raayatam ilaa annamaata. Chaalaa saarlu, exam munduraathri vacchekalalo ye questions vasthaayo nijamgaa aa questions nijamgaa parikshalo vacchaayi naaku.Nenuprimary section gudur, tirupathi manchala veedhi badilo chadivaanu. Sixth, seventh Government girls high schoolochadivaanu.Tharavaatha nenu central school lo cherindi. Kaani aa school lo experiences ,akkadi masters, madams,friends tho naaku long lasting experience. Kaabatti aa school days naaku kalalu yekkuva vasthaayi..

AGNIGOLAALU,PRALAYAALU

Agnigolaalu,pralayaalu,bhookampaalu------yekkada pattinaa bheebhthsam,yetu povaalo dikku thochadu.Naaku nene kanipisthuntaanu third person laagaa. adi vintha anipinchadu.Eekalalu most of the time madhyaahnaalu vasthuntaayi. Chaalaa exhaust ayipothuntaanu physicalgaa.nota manta raadu. Kaani okati yentante, naaku yedupuraadu, bhayam veyyadu. Kaani parigesthuntaanu,tension paduthuntaanu, thappinchukovatam chatha kaadu. EE kalalu chaalaa rojula kindata vacchevi. Ippudu ,ee madhya raavatam ledu.May be I am more peaceful and contented now than before.
Inko bhayamkaramaina kalalu yentante jala pralayam. varadalu water over flowing ----vaati madhyalo chikkukupovatam,thappinchukone daaniki daari theliyaka povatam!
Monna ee madhya kooda bus or vanlo veluthunnamu. Oka konda precipice ninchi vehicle tilt ayindi, nenu okka daani slip ayi kinda padipothunnaanu.Neellu kindaa chaalaadeepgaa vast body of water!Just before touching water , aa gattu paine moliche weeds ni vaati branches ni pattukoni yelladuthunnanu. Lakki vallu cheyyi andinchedaaniki try chesthunnaru,kaani naaku andatam ledu. Vaallu inkonchem kindiki vange cheyyandinchedaanikiscope ledu. Somehow I came up, I dont know how!Ayinaa koodaa bhayapadi oka moola koorchokundaa paiki veluthu anni choosthunnanu. I think it was some tourist spot and place of some importance .

CHINNAPPUDU KALALU

Chinnappudu naaku yekkuvagaa paamula kalalu vacchevi. Yekkada choosinaa paamule. different sizes and shapes. Avi manalani yemi cheyyavu ,kaani manam vaatininchi bhayam tho parugeduthuntaamu. Ee kalalu chaalaa saarlu repeat ayyedi. Okkokka saari madhyalo melukava vacchi malli padukunna tharvaatha ee kalalu malli continue ayyevi. Golusu kadhalalaagaa!


Inko common kala yentante paininchi agaadham loki padipothunnatlu.Pattukone daaniki ye aadhaaramu vundadu,jaarudu banda paina ninchi laagaa jaaripothuntaamu, yentha arichinaa yevallu sahaayaaniki raaru.


Naaku cycle thokkalante chaalaa ishtamnijamgaa. Chinnappudu maa peddannayya cycle stand vesunte daani paina koorchuni pedal paina kaalu petti thokkuthu patalu paadukontu vundedaanni. Kaani actualgaa naaku cycling raadu, Yenno sarlu try chesaanu kaani sey kaaledu. Naaku chaalaa saarlu kalallo cycle thokkuthunnatlu vuntaanu. Kalalo ne aaschryapaduthuntaanu,idi kalaa ,leka nija maaani.naa bhujam nene thattukuntuntaa.yetlaa vacchesindi intha baagaa!miracle kadaa ani.Ee kala nannu inkaa veedaledu.Last week koodaa madanapalle roadlo yentha fast gaa cycle thokkuthunnanante track paina cycling chese vaallu koodaa antha fastgaa.antha vigorous gaa cycling cheyyru. Nenu kalalo koodaa ade anukuntunnanu...abba yentha fast gaa veluthunnanu. slow down kaagoodadu, recordtimelo intiki cheraali ani, naa sakthi yukthulu anni dhaaraposthunnanau. SUddengaa lakki vaalla aththagaari intidaggara lakki,chandu(maachinna koothuru,alludu)kanipinchaaru,digesaanu.

Introduction

Prathi okkallu jeevithamlo yedo okati experience cheyyalekapoyaamani baadha paduthuntaaru.Kaani all yevallu digulu padakkaraledu.Yendukantemana theerani korikalu anni kalallo theerchulkuntuntaamu.Mana subconscious mind lo vunde vanni kalala roopamlo bayata paduthaayi ani antaaru. May be they are correct. Kaani chaalaa saarlu manam nijamgaa anukonivi, nijamgaa beyond our imagination , kalalu vasthuntaayi. Vaatiki manam yemi explanation isthaamu. It is all beyond reason and rhyme most of the times.
Naaku kalalatho chinnathanam ninchi vidadeeyaraani anubandhamu vundi. Actual gaa koodaa ooha theleeni vayasulo koodaa kalalu vasthaayantaaru. Pillalu chaalaa saarlu nidralo gukka batti yedusthuntaaru. Malli konchem sepatike musi musi navvulu navvu thuntaaru. Pedda vaallu antuntaaru Brahmadevudu vaalla chetha mattipisikinchi bommalu cheyisthuntaadani. Yentha pleasant feeling kadaa!Chaalaa saarlu pillalu pagatipoota yedainaa kaani,yevarinainaa kaani choosi bhayapadithe raathrillu nidra poyetappudu vuliki paduthuntaaru,leka jadusukuntuntaaru, nidralo yedusthuntaaru.
Idanthaa vaallu maatalu thelise naatikante koodaa munde jaruguthuntundi. Kaabatti kalalu mana jeevithamlo oka part and parcel laagaa anamaata.