CRUEL MOTHER

Raathri kalalo naaku Kuppam ku transfer vachchindi.Ante inkaa nenu retire ayyaanane vishayam manasu inkaa grahinchaledu.Naaku Kuppam povatam ishtam ledu.Under pressure vellaalasi vasthundi.Anukokundaa Vikky ki akkada medicine lo seat vachchindadi.Inka hadaavudigaa vaadi certificates,naa relieving panulu chakka pettukunnaanu.Inka anukuntunnaanu.Mpl ki raavatam koodaa naaku ishtam ledu.Vachchinanthasepu Bus lo yedusthune vunnaanu.Kaani manche jarigindi.Muggur biddalaku pellillu chesaanu.Manchi friends dorikaaru.
Andukane Kuppam velledaaniki prepare avuthunnaanu mental gaa relax ayi.

Inthalo oka ame  vaalla paapanu koduthundi.Aa paapa mondiki vesthundi.Gaba gaba intloki theesukellindi.Yenduko vantinti thalupu therichaanu koddigaa.Paapanu dining table chairki kattesi,ame sink lo nilabadi thaadutho koduthu vundi.Aa paapa hrudaya vidaarakangaa yedusthu vundi.Biddalanu intha amaanushangaa himsisthaaraa ani baadha vesthundi. Bayataku vachchesaanu.

Actual gaa nenu asalu pillalanu kottanu.Chaala mandi mothers tho compare chesthe nenu asalu kottanu ane cheppaali.Maa Prasad koodaa biddalanu asalu kottevaadu kaadu.Kaabatti maaku biddala vishayam lo gharshana ledu.Kuppam ,paapa himsa  kalalo yenduku vachchindante kaaranam idi.

Retirement ante transfer relief ani mental gaa decide ayinatlu vunnaanu.Chittoor districtlo Kuppam thappa migilina anni branches lo chesaanu.Kuppamlo maa chinnakkaayya pani chesetappudu,chaalaa yella kritham vishayam idi.
Appatiki chinnakkayya ku koodaa inkaa pelli kaaledu.Oka modaliyaar vaalla intlo baadugaku vundedi.Vaallu chaalaa manchivaallu.Mammalini baagaa choosukune vaallu.Oka saari yenduko kopam vachchi vaalla illu khaalee chesi Hospital kidaggara illu theesukundi akkayya.Naaku college selavalu kaabatti akkayya daggariki vellaanu.Adi yemo podduna 8AM ke hospital ki velledi.Inka start ayyedi hell naaku.Aa pakkintlo oka ammaayi ,actual gaa ayithe nenu choodaledu.,vundedi.I think she was mentally retarded.Vaalla naanna roju aa ammaayini intlo tharimi tharimi kotte vaadu.Yedigina ammaayi laagundi,peddagaa gaavu kekalu peduthu,yedusthu illu anthaa parigesthu vundedi.Naaku yemo bhayam.aA arupulu,yedupulu,aa mogathani thitlu,aa kotte sabdaalu vini,Naaku thalupu thiyyaalante bhayam,vesukuni koorchunte nene aa torture bharisthunna feeling ,depression.Akkayya madhyaahnamitnilki vachchetappatiki bikka moham vesukoni vundedaanni.Aa intlo okka nele vunnaatlunnaamu.Malli Paatha illu galla aayana vachchi mammalini vaalla intiki theesukellipoyaadu.EE oka nela vunna inti veedhilo andari indlalo pillalu,deaf and dumb ,lekA PHYSICAL GAANO, MENTAL GAANO CHALLENGED VAALLU VUNDVAALLU.Yendi reason ani kanukkunte vaalla families lo aasthulu pothaayani tharatharaalugaa menarikaalu chesukune vaallanta.Veella generation vachchatappatiki okallaki koodaa healthy children leru aa veedhilo.
Raathri kalalo Kuppam ane word spuranaku vachchetappatiki ,aa childrens torture issue bayata padinatlundi.

Seethadevi comes out unblemished through fire

Seetha----

Yadhaa me hrudayam nithyam naapasarpathi raaghavaath/

Thadhaalokasya saakshee maam sarvathah paathu paavakah//

Yadhaa maam suddhachaarithraam dushtaam jaanaathi raaghavah/

Thadhaa lokasya saakshee maam sarvathah paathu paavakah//

Karmanaa manasaa vaachaa yadhaa naathicharaamyaham/

Raaghavam sarvadharmagnam thadhaa maam paathu paavakah//

Aadithyo bhagavaan vaayurdisa schandra sthadhaiva cha/

Ahaschaapi thadhaa sandhye raathrischa prudhivee thadhaa//


Yadhaanyepi vijaananthi thadhaa chaarithrasamyuthaam//


Saa thapthanavahemaabhaa thapthakaanchanabhooshanaa/

Papaatha jvalanam deeptham sarvalokasya sannidhou//


Thathihi durmanaa raama ssruththvaiva vadathaam girah/

Dadhou muhoortham dharmaathmaa baashpa vyaakula lochanah//

Dieties---


Karthaa sarvasya lokasya sreshto gnaanavathaam varah/

Upekshase kadham seethaam patham theem havyavaahane//

Kadham devaganasreshta maathmaanan naavabudhyase//


Rama---

Aathmaanam maanusham manye raamam dasaradhaathmajam/

Yoham yasya yathaschaaham bhagavaam sthadbraveethu me//

Brahma--

Bhavaan naaraayano deva ssreemaan chakraayudho vibhuh//


Seethaa lakshmeerbhavaa nvishnu rdevah krushnah prajaapathih/

Vadaardham raavanasyeha pravishto maanusheem thanum//

illu sardisthe kalaa

Ninna nenu illu sardichchaanu.paatha ginnelu,baanallu--okkokkadaaniki okko kadha!
Raathri kalalo intlo venaka thattu peradu antaaru kadaa akkada vunnaanu.Konchem sepu koorchovaalani pisthe atu itu choosaanu.Baadam chettu kinda konchem baagundi.Akkadikelli koorchunnaanu.Pakkane rendu moodu kalugulu laaga kanipinchaayi.Kalugulu vunnaaye ,paamulu yemainaa vunnaayemo ani thongi choosaanu.yemi kanipinchaledu.Kaani sthimithangaa koorcholeka poyaanu.malli peep chesaanu kaluguloki.Oka paamu noru anthaa therichi yawn chesthunnatlu kanipinchindi.Gabakkana ivathaliki vachchi aa kalugulo paamu vundi ani yevariki cheppinaa yevallu serious gaa theesukovatam ledu.Chinna paapa aadukuntu akkade thiruguthundi.Kalugulo paamu vundi ante adi serious gaa theesukovatam ledu.More or less anxious gaa daanini choosthaamu annatlu akkade aadukuntu vundi.Nenu chebuthunnaa kaani,aa paapanu akkadinunchi ivathalaku theesukuraavaalane thapana ledu.Inthalo aa paapa aa kalugulo cheyyi pettindi.Fast gaa aa paamu thala bayatapetti,aa paapa cheyyi paina kaatesindi.
Inka nenu tension feel ayi peddagaa andarini pilusthunnaanu.Paapanu paamu karichindi.doctor daggariki theesukellandi ani.Paapa yemo paamu karavaledu antundi,nenemo naa kallatho khachchithamgaa choosaanu.Delay chesthe paapaku yemainaa avuthundemo ani naaku aadurdaa gaa vundi.Paapanu theesukochchina athanu mellagaa jaarukunnaadu.Father yenti antha irresponsible gaa paapaku paamu karichindante vellipoyaadu ani naaku kopam gaa vundi.
Tharavaatha yevaro cheppaaru,athanu actual gaa paapa father kaadu,vaalla vaalla boyfriend ani.Paapanu choosthe jaalesindi.Inthalo chinnakkayya vachchindi.Daaniki chebuthunnaanu,yevarainaa doctor daggariki theesukelathaamu,it should not be too late ani.Doctor ki dabbulu yevaru isthaaru anindi.Malli kharchuleni chitkaa naaku okati thelusu ani gaba gabaa pakkana oka fancy storeki velli neellalo yedo kalipi paapaku thaaginchindi.Paapaku nijamgaa paamu karavaledemo,paapa sick kaaledu,kolukundi.Ammayya!

Inka vantintloki vachchaanu.Ravi stove daggara niluchukoni  vunnaadu.Yemi Ravi ikkada vunnaavu ante Urgent gaa friends vachchaaru.vaallaki omlettes posi isthunnaanu ani cheppaadu.Maa intiki vachchi aa abbaayi pani chesedi yendi nenu chesthaale annaanu.Meeru ivanthaa thinaru kadaa,nene posukuntaale annaadu.Malli naaku anumaanam vachchindi.Aa penamlo posthe aththa inka dosele thinadu ani.
Andukane nenu maa inti nunchi penam thechchukunnaale annaadu.Inthalo aththa vachchi nenu posthaananindi.Oddule aththa nenu posisthaale ani aththanu pampinchesaanu.

Regular gaa vaade stove paina chesthe yemainaa aa drops padathaayemo ani,chinnakkayya venaka vunde vaadani stove mundariki jaripindi.Eggs yelaa touch chesedi ani Ravine break chesi bowl lo isthaanannaadu.

Inthaa jeri nenu doselu posthunnaanu.oka thattu platelo baaga raani dosalu chaalaa padi vunnaayi.inko thattu poorilaku pindi kalipi vundi.Penam theesi yeppudu baanali pettaali,yeppudu pooreelu cheyyaali yemi ardham kaavatam ledu.

Chinnappudu madrs bus stand intlo ummadilo vundetappudu,venaka thattu baadam chetla modallalo kalugullo paamulu vundevi.Attha sandulo poyi vachchi akkada paamu vundiraa Lkashminaarayana champaraa anedi.Po ammaa!kaavaalante nuvve champuko ippudu yevallu aa kalugulalonunchi aa paamulanu bayatiki theesdi ani visukkune vaadu.Atlane bhayam bhayam anukuntu thiruguthunde vaallamu.Nenu bhayapadathaanani aththa,Prasad avi neella paamulu,manalani yemi cheyavu ani chebuthundevaallu.

Madhyaahnaalu electricity poinappudu,morning times lo aaru bayata koorchoni yedurintlo vunde renedella paapanu choosthuntaanu.Cute gaa vuntundi.Ninna paapa saamaanulu sarduthunte paatha penumu,baanallu kanipinchaayi.Vaatini annitini kadiginchi pettaanu.

Chinnappudu,Vikky chinnagaa vundetappudu Primary complex vundedi.Doctors egg pettamane vaallu.Memu Brahmins andi ante .egg vegetarian kadamma a,di kaakundaa baabu health issue kadaa annaadu.Inka sare ani oka separate stove,oka ginne ,garite,penam thechchukuni sandulo mushti vaallu chesukunnaatlu madhyaahnaalu aththaku theliyakundaa Vikky ki oka omlette posi ichchevaallamu.Aththa yemo intlo aa mudanashtaalu anni chesetatlu vunte nenu intlo vundanu ani declare chesindi.koththa kodalini,Prasad ideal koduku aththaku.kaabatti aa galabhaa tho ontlo omlettes prahasanam ayipoindi.inko vishayam yentante,intha thannukoni chesinaa vaadu asalu thinevaadu kaadu.roju chesi paaresthundedaanni.

Andukani PRasad yemi decide chesaadante,yedurugaa Seema hotel vundedi.vaallu tea.coffee,snacks,omlettes chesevaallu.ammaku kopam theppinchatam yenduku,roju vikky ni akkadiki theesukelli pettinchukuni vasthaamannaadu.inka vidhi leka OK annaanu.kaani adi koodaa yekkuva rojulu jaragaledu.maamulugaane pappannam,perugannaalathone ,mandulu vesaamu vaadiki .

Maa chinnakkayya doctor.kaani adi practical gaa alochisthundi.andukane kalalo koodaa doctors clinic ki vellalemu anukogaane yedo chitkaa vaidyam chesi paapanu save chesindi.

Kalalo koodaa pani timelo chetla kinda koorchovatam,vantapani colleagues koodaa mana intiki vachchi naaku theliyalundaa vantitloki vachchi chesukuntunnaaru ante nenu yentha pani dongano thelisipothundi kadaa!


Andulo mari particulargaa vantapani!